Thursday, June 23, 2011

Today marks 1 month

You know the kind of heartache?

The kind of pain whereby you lost someone, something important forever.
Not like the type where you can still see him/her happily move on without you.
Not a breakup.

It is the type where you will never ever get to see him EVER again.
You can't view his twitter updates, facebook wall to get yourself updated with his happenings.
Not even the chance of saying hello or goodnight.

Honestly, I don't even know how did I get through the past 1 month without you.

I miss saying goodbye to you whenever I leave the house.
I miss saying goodnight to you before I turn in.
I miss seeing you run to me the moment you see/feel me cry.
I miss walking you in the park even though you have to pee 4 times to empty your bladder.
I miss hearing you bark whenever someone returns home.
I miss hugging your fluffy fat body.
I miss the times where I had nothing to do and would lie next to you for hours doing nothing.


I miss you baby.
I fucking miss you.

I can still remember the last look on your face before you died.
& whenever I think of it, tears wouldn't stop flowing.

Imagine crying 22 out of 30days.
Are you missing me terribly at the other side of the world too?

I am not doing good on earth.

Learn to appreciate what you have, before time makes you appreciate what you had.