Saturday, December 17, 2011

Adeline Sim Sin Ee

I FUCKING MISS ADELINE SIM SIN EE. I WANT HER BACK RIGHT NOW.
I have so much hatred for the driver.
So much that skinning him alive wouldn't make me feel better.

I guess by now, looking at how my parents are coping, Adel would have regretted sticking to a guy like him. A guy will protect you before protecting himself if he really love you. U can tell from the accident. Superficial love.

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Dad asked "was it painful to see the coffin move slowly into the fire & look at 妹妹 getting burnt?" closed my eyes. Fucking pain & cried.

Dad : 养了这么大的孩子,就这样给人家害死。

I could see tears in his eyes again.

I/We miss you, Adel. Alot.

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Yesterday, I saw something and this just came across my mind naturally/out of habit
"Woah, juicy. Must tell Adel after she knock off from work"

It was then, again, I realised that she is no longer coming back.

It just kills me to know that I won't be able to talk to her anymore.
I won't be able to go shopping with her anymore.
We won't be able to have heart to heart session before bedtime anymore.

What have the family done to deserve this?
We have done nothing evil all our life.
Absolutely nothing.

So burnt. So hurt. Too pain.

Is there anyway for me to get her back?

We should all just suicide.