Wednesday, January 11, 2012

Dreams are fake

Last night, I dreamt of her again.
I know it is because I think of her every night before going to bed.
She didn't visit me at all.

Been crying to bed recently.
The whole accident, ambulance and A&E kept appearing.

I dreamt of the accident again last night.
Again, she didn't die. But she was going to.
She had severe internal injuries and the doc said that she only had afew months left.
I was crying. She hugged me and cried together. No words exchanged at all.
And the damned alarm went off.....

Every night is a torture.

I have been strong for too long. It is time I breakdown too.